Realize..

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And this life continues to amaze me,
Every breath, every blink has a sheath encapsulating a blurry link,
A pendulum it seems is the essence of our lives,
Touching both ends in different times, a subconcious consipration,
In the quest of digging deep within myself,
In the quest of understanding and decoding my own thoughts,
In the process of achieving a humanly comparison,
My conclusion is embarrassing,
Which suprisingly swells me up with pride,
‘Theory of Evolution’ is what we all abide to,
Experiences make us grow, each day & each moment,
If they don’t kill us before, anyway.
Whilst running through my pages of situations,
I heartlessly weep,
I have endlessly tried to fight back and resist,
Every thought and every person,
Which has worn me in some places and cured me in some more,
In this race to become stronger, I performed somewhat fine,
My mind being in the driver’s seat, mostly.
But my heart took some offence, it seems
For the battle to evolve, is now restricted in my body.
With my brain now tenacious and my heart wants to cry.
Tears at sorrow, tears at joy, tears at almost every soulful knock.
Maybe time strenghtened my thoughts and dumped the residue in my heart,
And so my skull has peace and my chest about to explode.
I am as much of a devil as I can be angelic,
Somewhat the epitome of subtle and savage,
My innerself is known to me as much as its a mystery.
I am so poor but I do have the riches,
I am a loving person, with dreams of intense hatred,
I have experienced loss and yet I am a winner.
So which side do I place my self?
I think I know that I’ll never know..
Try hitting me and you’ll be ash, but don’t touch me, I’ll die.